words from Portal round 2 members
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Mary Harrah
Joining the Portal this year has, hands-down, been one of the best decisions of my life. It's difficult to put into words the level of impact Nikki, Bella, Sarah, and this entire community of incredible souls has had on my way of living and experiencing the world. What I can say with full confidence is how my life has changed drastically for the better thanks to this beautiful journey with these beautiful people. Every week, for 6 months, this space has continuously inspired and moved me to become a better human, to become a brighter light for those around me, and live from a place of love. This container is as potent and profound as it gets, and you will guaranteed be forever expanded walking away from each and every call. The Portal and everyone in it has shown me the depths of true, divine love and belonging that I will endlessly be grateful for. If you're feeling the nudge... follow it. You're meant to be here, and we're ready to welcome you into the fam with open arms! See you in the next round <3
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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JONI MARTINEZ
What Bella and Nikki have created here is so much more than a "program". It’s a living field of truth, love, safety, and remembrance.
There is something incredibly special about being in a space where you don’t feel like you have to perform, prove, or have everything figured out. The way they hold people creates the kind of safety that allows your heart to naturally open, your defenses to soften, and parts of yourself you’ve been disconnected from to quietly come back online. There is no forcing, fixing, or striving. Just gentle invitations that somehow lead to profound transformation.
Throughout The Portal, I experienced moments that completely shifted the way I see myself, my life, and what is possible. I found myself trusting my own inner knowing more deeply than I ever have before. Ideas that had lived quietly inside me for years finally wanted to be expressed. Dreams that once felt too big suddenly feel not only possible, but inevitable. I stopped searching for permission outside of myself and began recognizing that what I had been seeking was already within me.
The greatest gift isn't simply the awareness I gained. It is the remembrance of who I have always been.
If you’re longing for a space that will lovingly reflect your truth back to you, expand what you believe is possible, and surround you with extraordinary humans who genuinely celebrate your becoming, The Portal is that space.
I will forever be grateful to Portal Round 2.
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Krystee De Souza
Nikki and Bella have created one of the most magical communities I've ever been a part of. I am quite literally transformed by every single session. I walk out with a soul-level upgrade.
I've gone through several seasons of healing and forgetting. Kind of like a three steps forward, two steps back journey since 2011. The Portal is different. It's three steps forward in the session, double that as you integrate throughout the week, and double again when you come back. It just keeps compounding.
I'm looking back to 6 months ago when I started my Portal journey and I've gone 11,111 steps forward. I have a totally different permanent frequency that just keeps getting upgrades.
My life went from feeling like I had to work so hard to write my book, raise my son, be a good friend, mom, wife… I was efforting so hard and was my biggest critic. And now I feel just so at ease in my life. I extend the same love I so freely hand out to family and friends… to myself. I see every single challenge that I face as an opportunity to get curious and shed a little more love onto those parts of me that feel fear or "not enough".
I can't thank these gals enough for the inner transformation. They are wise beyond their years. And the people in this community are on fire. So many amazing souls here to serve and make this world a better place through ease, love, creativity, and connection.
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Greer Harnden
As I sit down to write this testimonial, I am about to say goodbye to my previous career. Tomorrow is my last day in the school system. Tomorrow evening I am being reborn. I am beginning my life as a spiritual entrepreneur, a teacher of the Children of the New Earth.
The Portal has given me the confidence and faith to completely step into my audacious ambitions. Over the last six months, my life has completely changed. I am a new person. The transformation that has occurred in the six months is difficult to put in words. Through Nikki and Bella’s teachings, accountability and connection with beings who are experiencing the same frequencies, and weekly energetic baths of coherence and divinity, I was reborn. I remember that I am a being made of love, light, genius, and divinity itself. I remember that this is automatic. I don’t need to do anything other than be myself. Nikki and Bella exude this frequency so powerfully that it can’t help but crack you open and rebuild you.
All this from someone who was unable to attend most sessions live! The energetics of this container are deeply profound and transformational — truly a PORTAL. This is the easiest sign up of my life.
Imagine waking up with the gentle peace and confidence of knowing - a true faith - that you were put here on Planet Earth to serve and to BE in a way that truly feels like the most authentic, joyful version of yourself. How would you go about your day? What would your routine be? Get ready to experience that version of yourself in this Portal. It is truly life-changing.
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Luke Davis
I’ve been blessed to experience both The Portal I and The Portal II, and if someone had shown me my life today just over a year ago, I simply wouldn’t have believed it.
Not because my external world has magically become perfect, although it has transformed in ways I could never have imagined, but because I have remembered more of who I truly am.
The Portal hasn’t taught me to become someone else. It has gently, lovingly and courageously guided me back to myself.
We’re often encouraged throughout the journey to reflect on who we were and who we’re becoming. To celebrate ourselves for dismantling the limiting beliefs that quietly shaped our lives, and for choosing ourselves to become the main character of our own story.
That simple practice has changed everything.
Today I genuinely wake up excited to be alive. Excited by the unknown. Excited by possibility. My mind simply could not comprehend that life could feel this magical. Not because of what I own or achieve, but because of how deeply I now trust myself.
I’m happier. Healthier. Fitter. More present. More playful. More open hearted.
I’ve stopped living from “should” and started living from excitement.
For years I felt subtle intuitive nudges pulling me towards a different way of living, but I rarely trusted them. The Portal gave me permission, and more importantly the courage, to follow those whispers. To choose adventure over logic. Curiosity over fear. Expansion over comfort.
The result is a life that feels beautifully aligned and wonderfully alive.
I’ve moved into a new home that feels like a true reflection of who I’m becoming. A sanctuary that supports the life I’m intentionally creating.
During The Portal I I felt inspired to begin writing my book. During The Portal II that inspiration evolved into a rich creative flow where the words simply wanted to be written. It no longer feels like I’m forcing creativity. It feels like I’m allowing it.
Perhaps most beautifully of all, I’m making the most extraordinary connections with people. Souls who feel like home. Relationships built on authenticity, curiosity and love rather than who I think I should be. There’s an ease to these connections that I’ve never experienced before, and it feels beautiful.
This is what following my heart has created.
The magic isn’t that life suddenly becomes easy. It’s that you begin to see what has always been available when you stop trying to control every outcome and instead trust yourself to meet whatever arrives.
The Portal container is unlike anything I’ve experienced.
Bella embodies what it means to live as a limitless being. She doesn’t simply teach possibility. She lives it. In doing so, she gives everyone around her permission to expand beyond what they believed was available.
Nikki is the embodiment of the empathic leader. Her presence, wisdom and authenticity create a space where you feel profoundly seen while continually inviting you into greater courage, integrity and self leadership.
Sarah Zula has a remarkable gift for helping people see beyond the stories they’ve unconsciously been living inside. Even through a single support session during The Portal, her gentle insight and masterful understanding of the mind created a shift that I know will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Then there’s the community.
Being surrounded by your soul family, people who celebrate your expansion as much as their own, creates something difficult to describe. It becomes a place where authenticity replaces performance, vulnerability becomes strength, and everyone rises together.
Looking back at who I was before The Portal feels like looking at another lifetime.
If you’re feeling the call, trust it.
You don’t need to have everything figured out. You don’t need to be “ready.” You simply need the willingness to choose yourself.
Joining The Portal remains one of the greatest decisions I’ve ever made, and without hesitation I’ll be joining The Portal III.
Not because I’m searching for a better version of myself.
Quite the opposite.
Every layer I release simply reveals more of who I’ve always been.
The Portal hasn’t changed who I am. It has helped me remember.
I can’t wait to keep saying yes to life, to keep trusting my heart over my mind, and to discover just how much more of me is waiting to be remembered.
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Ceri Griffiths
The portal took me from knowing to full body feeling it and living it. Trust and freedom that now form the very basis of who I am. Surrender and trust fall, and finding the magic catch me and the ease and light of life shine through.
The level of coaching through Sarah's sessions was the most elite i've ever seen, and the activation and expansion sessions with Nikki and Bella were breathtaking, waking codes deep within.
I am not the same person I was when this began.
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Amy Hotchkiss
The OOOM Portal is a powerful space where both the individual and collective are seen, held, and empowered. Trying to navigate my awakening alone felt clunky and confusing. The Portal assisted me in recognizing my own voice amongst the cacophony of messages from society and well-meaning friends and family. I have finally found my path of alignment within this sacred community.
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Jenn Ashcraft
For me, the Portal started as a place that called me and where I felt I belonged. And it just kept growing as a community of leaders. This is something I had not experience before. A whole community of folks following their passion and their purpose coming together remembering and being in alignment and present and watching life become everything I had always wanted as well as realizing fully that I have everything I want and need and being a vibrant leader is so many things to different people. This is a space where if it's right for you, you can express yourself however you feel called to do so. I am very active in my community and in my life, but I am very quiet and contemplative on the portal just basking in the energy. And at first I found myself feeling like I should be this way or that way and try to speak, but I soon understood that being one of one and one of the all is about being with whatever truly feels good in the moment. And if basking and being part of the energy and feeling so aligned and supported and living my purpose and feeling so so much joy in my life is what is happening right now, then that's perfect. There is all the support and love in the world in this group. And all the acceptance for exactly where you are. It is magical and so appreciated and has given me so much space to grow. It is not about what you do, but that you are bringing all the love and curiosity and excitement and letting it just flow through you out into the world whether as Bella always says you are knitting a sweater or writing a book or walking your dog or building a multi media empire, living the truth of what we know is a frequency that ripples out into the world and evolves everything. I am able to better understand how much that matters and just being me and not figuring anything out. The next step is always there, I just move forward and trust what I know. Being part of the group is something that came into my life because I summoned it to me, as we all have. And everyone gets that. Nikki, Bella, & Sarah are fantastically intuitive, and I just feel so connected to humans across the world as they are channeling the energy that flows through them. I have talked to my closest friends about this community and what it means to me, and for all the folks who come into my sphere they often feel the ripple effect of the New Earth rising, whether or not they have any idea what that means. The words don't matter.
Love is everything and meets people where they are and elevates and accepts and we just need to be and allow and Know. I know who I am and what I am about and I know that grows and changes. And this is the community for me from which to amplify that out into the world. I am just smiling so big thinking about very fact that this platform exists and came from from two beautiful girls who connected and then kept following their calling to create something so special and all of us are a part of that. All our energies are part of creating this amazing space - the Ooomies! Thank you, to our hosts/glorious guides, and our community. I am so excited for what's next, absolutely delighted right now!
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Taylor Lee
The Portal is a freaking POWERFUL energetic anchor for anyone who is calibrating to a more authentic and expressed version of their soul. The souls in this container are DIAMONDS. It’s a space of coherence and non-judgement that creates an environment for truth to emerge naturally. Each session is a portal of its own; surfacing revelations, activating visions, and inspiring heart-led action.
The Portal has produced within me an identity-level shift where I have come to KNOW that my visions are not too big, they are my sacred privilege and honor to steward, I am not too late, and I am the only blueprint I need. These are things I knew, but didn't KNOW at this deeply until the community and collective field of the Portal affirmed to me these deep Truths that I have always sensed.
I am so grateful for The Portal for reflecting to me who I really am, and who we ALL are. This space is a catalyst for New Earth Emergence, creating energetic ripples of awakening all over the globe. Highly recommend this space to anyone ready to remember and embody the one of one frequency that are here to anchor!
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Jessa Xantara
The Portal was the first of several programs I found myself called to join at the start of this year, and not for my spiritual healing and guide business ... for myself. Although, all of it has unfolded over into amazing shifts in my business as well as I have shifted and expanded within through the process. I didn't know what to expect from The Portal, I literally had only stumbled upon the podcast and Nikki and Bella a week before I signed up. There was something about, not their words, but their energy that called to me and I'm so glad that it did because that energy, and the codes and wisdom that came through it, is what made the experience what it was for me. The words too, but mostly the energy. I connected deeper with myself, got introduced to Sarah and her mastermind that has been life changing as well, and I was able to receive in a way that is far different from any other program I have been a part of. I needed that, I needed to approach myself and what I do in a different way and I love how that is beginning to unfold in my life and my work. Also, it totally introduced me to the Gene Keys that has been life changing as well. Can't wait to see what future rounds hold!
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Mary Harrah
Joining the Portal this year has, hands-down, been one of the best decisions of my life. It's difficult to put into words the level of impact Nikki, Bella, Sarah, and this entire community of incredible souls has had on my way of living and experiencing the world. What I can say with full confidence is how my life has changed drastically for the better thanks to this beautiful journey with these beautiful people. Every week, for 6 months, this space has continuously inspired and moved me to become a better human, to become a brighter light for those around me, and live from a place of love. This container is as potent and profound as it gets, and you will guaranteed be forever expanded walking away from each and every call. The Portal and everyone in it has shown me the depths of true, divine love and belonging that I will endlessly be grateful for. If you're feeling the nudge... follow it. You're meant to be here, and we're ready to welcome you into the fam with open arms! See you in the next round <3
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Jessica Griffith
The portal is a sacred place to walk the journey hand in hand. To ride the waves together and remember we all rise. Round one felt like an opening of my heart, round two felt like my soul in the driver seat, and round three will bring it all together. I appreciate this community and teachings beyond words. Thank you from the very depths of my heart!!
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Susan Schmitt
I stepped into my second round of The Portal filled with excitement, and it exceeded every expectation. I was moving through a profound transformation in my life, and the weekly Portal calls became an anchor, helping me stay connected to myself, my growth, and the deeper remembrance of who I am. The support within this container was truly extraordinary. Sarah’s guidance through subconscious work, combined with Nikki and Bella’s expertise in leading OOOM’s signature activations and expansion sessions, made navigating such a significant transition feel not only manageable, but deeply supported and transformative. Beyond the personal growth, one of the greatest gifts has been the community. I’ve formed friendships that I know will last a lifetime, and I’m incredibly grateful for the connections, insights, and expansion this experience has brought into my life. I cannot wait to see what unfolds as we continue this journey together in the next round of expansion.
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Désirée Stephens
The Portal turned into one of the warmest parts of my week and I'm so grateful I joined.
I am here in life to make something real out of what I sense inside me. I did not learn that in the Portal, I walked in already knowing it in my bones. What the Portal gave me was a weekly room where I could hear that truth more clearly, the truth of who I am and what I am capable of, with a lot less of the usual noise in the way.
Here is my favorite part. I am deeply introverted, and belonging is the oldest question of my life. In the Portal I stopped trying to fix that. I practiced from the cozy back corner, both feet in my own world, and felt something I had been chasing for years: my divinity is in everything I am, including the shy and the unbelonging parts. 6 months of being quietly, fully myself in a room full of other people. That is a kind of safety I had rarely given myself, and the Portal was a holy incubator for it.
And I adore Nikki, Bella and Sarah. Watching incredible women build something this devoted, and hold a room with this much care and sparkle, genuinely delighted me every week. They are the real thing, and their dedication to personal liberation is contagious.
If you are looking to be reborn in a single weekend, this is not that. But if you want a warm weekly rhythm that keeps you close to who you already are—a perfect creator being who is absolutely meant to be right where you are—with three guides who pour their whole hearts in, join immediately. I am really glad I did.
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Jane Gies
The Portal has been an amazing experience that has allowed me to remember my Divine Essence and Sovereignty. And also to have allowance, honor, compassion and love for my sacred humanness and all of my feelings/emotions. It has been an honoring of my human experience with great respect and surrendering to my Divine limitless power and infinite potential. Experiencing great love and compassion from Nikki, Bella, Sarah and the Portal Family is a great gift I have given myself by choosing the Portal and I can't wait for the next/continued Portal journey.
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Courtney Wright
What an incredible journey! I've had a little secret smile on my face for the past six months and every Wednesday feels like Christmas morning. The leadership and energy Nikki and Bella bring to the Portal every week is stunning and so inspiring - I'm so grateful to be a part of it. Joining the Portal has been one of the greatest gifts I've ever given myself.
PORTAL 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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Alexandra Tanase
My reality has completely shifted. The way my capacity has expanded is WILD!!! I trust myself so much more. Having a weekly tune in to connect with each other and with my truth has been profound.
It’s like a weekly energetic bath and genuine shift in energy. Reality becomes more easeful and free.
I am viewing hardships as opportunities of growth. I am so grateful for this experience and the incredible soul family I have met through this experience. Thank you Nikki, Bella & Sarah & all the OOOMIES <3 Life-changing. Truly!!!
PORTAL 1 + 2 ALUMNI | RETURNING FOR PORTAL 3
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MAD FRITZ
My last six months in the Portal have been such an incredibly heart bursting experience - it is truly a challenge for me to put it all into words here, as it is such a powerfully felt container from all angles. From the potent monthly themes we tap into, the EPIC transmissions we're guided through weekly, being immersed in the cosmically connected new earth community, to being live time in Nikki and Bella's AND Sarah Zula's energy fields every week for 6 months…. it is all just SO FREAKING AMAZING and truly a no brainer to experience!
The sparkling hearts that these women have bring me to tears often. There is always an over delivery of so much wisdom, love, devotion, reverence and support. I am blessed beyond words to have matched frequentially to the world of OOOM, and The Portal.
One of my favorite gifts during my time in this sacred container has been getting to be in these women’s energetic field and just watch them freaking SOAR. They are on an incredibly devoted MISSION and it is so deeply felt and so awe inspiring to witness and be around. It is so imperative during such a shift in consciousness and Nikki and Bella (and Sarah) are some of the greatest leaders of our time to facilitate a container with so much energetic potency.
Wherever they go I will follow, and I urge you too also. Not one ounce of regret will ever come up because it is a gift that truly keeps on giving. You are worth it - and SO is The Portal!
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Lisa Daumeyer
The decision to join the Portal was not a hard one for me to make. I felt led to this space and every cell in me lit up as a 'YES!'. From the very first call, with people from all over the world who I had ever met, it felt like a new version of home, where the language was literally lighting up a remembering within me. I wrote that first day: "I am exactly where I need to be."
That is quite a beautiful feeling, this kind of knowing in the deepest part of you, that you have lovingly been led to something that is going to profoundly change you.
Everything I learned and experienced and was part of in these 6 months has awoken new ways of seeing myself and my world. I have a new vocabulary and new way of understanding why I'm here.
We explored freedom, divinity, perceived limitations, genius, limitlessness, creator consciousness, all in a safe space that allowed for new ideas to hit me on a deeply personal level.
The weekly gatherings were a foundational piece of my last six months of growth and healing. The wisdom facilitated was profound. The group buoyed each other and rallied each other and cheered for the ways each of us is helping shape a new earth in our corners of it.
I am grateful for all of it.